LOVE

Recent visit to Terengganu and all the way east coast brought a big shine on my face, again. Since my first step on its land sometimes ago, I have falling, too much in love, I always wanted to be in this place shall I spend the whole day being blow by windy breezy fresh air and carry away with the feelings of carefree, never end freedom. Easy reach in peninsular on my mother’s land, I dream to retire here, live by the beach then build a small bamboo frame shed with dead coconut tree cut as my bench underneath to sit for all time pleasure staring at waves and bubbles that comes and goes, so does listen to whispering coconut leaves.

How wonderful if underneath the shed, I could live the moment with someone I’m in love with, sit together watching the sea, both keep silent and pretend deaf of other noises else than the music of waves, or sometimes do some little soft talking of some little romantic conversations. Believe it or not, being such too close to sandy untouched beaches, I can almost do not know what to do but to give up my brain to my heart to rule everything inside out of me. At times when I witness the sea closely and real, I break my great wall of ego immediately, no idea how and why my eyes could suddenly become watery, melt inside and change to super soft-hearted person such an opposite behaviour I usually pose. But weird, I feel I am really am when I am here, by the beach, at the open sea.

Maybe, I’m not the only one own this feelings or the excitement of having time being blew by the wind heading from the sea, maybe. Know what, I miss the moment each seconds in my life, I always imagine me walking barefoot every single morning, evening or on occasion nights along the beach, moisture my skin with salty water, seriously I don’t mind get mess, I feel I belong here. It is part of my dream too, walking slowly along the shore sides holding hands with my partner, gorgeously lovely, so beautiful and blissful. I want to share this adorable moments with my love who passionately in love with me. I wish it will fond to happen someday, after years and years heartless.

Happy happy happy!!

Oh God, I’m terribly missing the moments. My heart isn’t here.

Adam the First

Huge congratulation to my dear love best friend CNOL & GAFA for having their first precious baby, MOHD ADAM IMRAN. Prosperity for all, may Allah bless.

Baby adam with Auntie2..

US

Weekdays - keje
Weekends - keje
But sesekali steal time spend with friends, penat pun hilang
Sgt suka, being with best friends
Who is already/soon/will tie the knot, lets keep the relation blossom
Bring your partner, make us bigger
Cheers!!!

Photo Credit: Gafa

Photo Credit: Cnol

Photo Credit: Junedy

Sweet Dive Dream

I was dreaming going to island last night. I seriously hope at least the scene remains in my halucination view before today turn yesterday. Even dream comes seldom in my sleep, I rarely able to remember what I dream right after I get up, that's why sometimes I really pressing hard my medula oblongata to recall what amuse me while I am sleeping. Unless it is a 'sign' dream, I remember it clear and long.

Yesterday Umi and I had an idea when she suggested we hang around in Dive Shop to get into real picture something that we should prepare before our next trip to island. Yeah, we planning to hard core-ly snorkel and me, I'll do revenge the drift in Kapalai Island. U bet I can Umie?? She ask me to bring along the "Diver Manual", a book I fished from Dragon Inn into the shop, and the book must be showed of so that those people in the shop especially the sales person will not look awkwardly at us. Yes, my forehead has an embossed "CAN'T SWIM" & all over my faces has thin lines embroided with "WATER FREAK". Not hydrophobic, I do bathe, okay!. I told her I dont have any transparent bag and the only thing that I can propose is, I'll put the book in a grocs plastic bag to let it noticed. Umie against it, saying that 'jatuhlah standard divers'...Hahah, hipokrit sunggoh kita!! So, to make it look 'standard', I'll read the book at the counter while Umie looking around the gear. I'll shout word by word clearly if you want an advice, Umie. Technical advice inclusive theory facts. Other shop visitors, you all may have it FOC. How bout that babe?? Kewl gile aku time tu. Dah terbayang dah ni. Perasan??

PADI Open Water Diver Manual Ver. 2.08, pg.29

That's why I had the night sweetdream, maybe. I am so looking forward, extremely sensitive about having vacation to isolated islands. I shall go for a swim class ASAP, get diving license, go for dive course thereafter, so I can backhold the gas tank, somersoult into the sea, meeting close with amazing colourful reef and fishes, swim with sharks or even kiss the 5m width turtles (just an imaginary. Kiss - this actually can't be done as according to the DIVER MANUAL, yeah, I read!). The course, has been spoken actively among few friends, yes, I absolutely need it. Come babe, lets go for it!!!

Umie, lets make it, Sumatera Island.

SEPI itu LONELY

Had a good day, Alhamdulillah.

Health performed far more better than previous day, I ate quite lot of food with appetite compare to what I've always taken nowadays so did I spend time chatting and laugh with colleaque at work. Still, I managed to complete a task which dateline is next week. Bravo, I'm positive. I truely love when I'm active, additional energy will come to me naturally.

As planned, I with best loving supercaring friends went for movies "SEPI". Sepi, for me the tittle itself when I pronounce, immediately I could feel the feeling of being "sepi" and it is just syahdu, sayu. Being lonely is not a strange situation to me, I know how it feels. But, again I thank god for blessing me today, I beg u please never stop blessing me and also I thank my friends, Marni, Faz, Umie and Ajah who share good time together with me. No SEPI.

Dari filem SEPI...

"Cinta tak datang hanya sekali "
Aku percaya quote ni. Selepas pertama kali, aku tetap berharap aku masih boleh mengenali CINTA.

~SEPI~

Bisikku pada bulan
Kembalikan temanku
Kekasihku, syurgaku
Tanpa dia malam menemaniku
Sepi memelukku
Jangan biar siang biar alam ini kelam
Biar ia sepi sepertiku

I didn't feel SEPI along the day. My best achievement.

Green Outing

Wonderful day, clear blue sky after rain this early morning. Superb view that I always wanted as a routine scene.

First I planned to go to work since tomorrow will be the only day I'll be in office for whole next week. I am sure I need to stay up late tonight to lessen my workload and to have enough preparation for task out of office. So, since the day is extravagant beautiful, what a blue clear sky decor with tiny cutie white clouds, I drove to Tasek Perdana in search of fresh air that may still exist little in KL uptown. Air there was humid, I sense the wind blew nice and soft and could feel the air was cool touching my skin. I, with my closest dear, walking up hill made an unplanned visit to "sang kancil" and "sang rusa" park. Admission free.

Been there, I was thinking, weren't they, the mammals feel boredom for so constant movement, not variety and space constraints. I believe they do feel such a way. I could see how they lay, sometime nodding, or sometime turning their head left and right, seem like they are confused and capsized in a human made forest replica. I felt pity to them, I wish I could let them free to where there are suppose to be, in real habitat so that they can gather among themselves and other groups of species. Their happiness is there, I can feel it deep.

Urm, let the picture talk...

P/s: Celeb World Environment Day.