I am sorry

Tomorrow is said better than today. Hopefully it certainly is. I pray.

Sunday is almost come to its ends. And my eyes refuse to rule its role this time, sunday better be longer. Its like a typhoon inside me certain time today. Once it comes, it really struck my whole body until I shake and vibrate no pattern. Thank god I can stay my poise by stabilizing my center point, hold on to the 9.81m/s gravity. I had loss today, but I do have experiences that tells me not to regret, again. I am sorry I made someone unhappy today but please, look at it in a positive way and I meant it for your own good, my own good too, in long term. Optimist, setiap yang berlaku ade HIKMAH, and things happen for reason. Trust me, I know how deep you drill your heart to get into that level, appreciate that. But I just could not help myself get rid of my fear and those my weaknesses, it's kinda tough for me to blow it away. I truely understand how tidious it is for you to tolerate (so am i to myself). Perhaps, it is just not the right time. Yet?

I adore too ordinary you, that's extra ordinary in my perspective
But I better walk alone
I see myself
Move on.