It has been so long since my last post somewhere in Feb. Ok, admit that am not a loyal blogger but too casual until I may possibly forgot this blog exist under my account.
Ok, I'll do restart.
I just turn a year older 2 days ago. I didn't not feel excited or even feeling special on the date I was born. In fact I was working overtime and it was Sunday. I work the day before as well. Frankly, I'm getting more nervous, worry, fear about life, what will come next, what awaits my future and thinking that up to this date I'm quite far behind to what I have been planning or suppose to achieve should be this time, I freak out. Is that what people called "life transmission phase"? Maybe, no?
I found new job early this year and just join almost three months back. It was like a plot of life that simplify my path of life. Its not only about high career profile that always be in my dream. I can see how opportunity comes into my life so smooth, good opportunity to be certain, really it is where I'm lucky to be helped transparently by god.
I am not a religious person, so-so type but I truely/100%/completely/no doubt believe in HIM and believe everything that happen in the sphere has "HIKMAH". It is certainly has meaning, direction, vector, axis where finally show us the destiny. Of course we have to learn and experience something as input along the journey to destiny so we get firm outcome and understand fluently what is all about. Many dont understand this philosophy including me, sometimes. Initially we will keep questioning "why"this is happening, "why" me and so on, rite? No doubt, we are human being, we always need answer and that is why we are questioning. But just believe, things happen for reason. Always there are consequences appeal after and by interconnecting those, we might get the answer. Life is like puzzle. If it is not, then no such word "effort".
My true story. An example for a real practical picture of what i've jotted.
I just join new company early this year and few weeks after they assigned me to go site visit where before that, a compulsory full medical check up is required to evaluate my health condition whetter I am fit for the visit or otherwise. In general, I am an active type of person, can be considered hyperactive actually, I move a lot, I do sports and really I am outgoing. Else than gastro problem due to bad eating habit, I'm physically fit and can say that my health is considered near perfect. To be continued. (I need to sleep)
Ok, I'll do restart.
I just turn a year older 2 days ago. I didn't not feel excited or even feeling special on the date I was born. In fact I was working overtime and it was Sunday. I work the day before as well. Frankly, I'm getting more nervous, worry, fear about life, what will come next, what awaits my future and thinking that up to this date I'm quite far behind to what I have been planning or suppose to achieve should be this time, I freak out. Is that what people called "life transmission phase"? Maybe, no?
I found new job early this year and just join almost three months back. It was like a plot of life that simplify my path of life. Its not only about high career profile that always be in my dream. I can see how opportunity comes into my life so smooth, good opportunity to be certain, really it is where I'm lucky to be helped transparently by god.
I am not a religious person, so-so type but I truely/100%/completely/no doubt believe in HIM and believe everything that happen in the sphere has "HIKMAH". It is certainly has meaning, direction, vector, axis where finally show us the destiny. Of course we have to learn and experience something as input along the journey to destiny so we get firm outcome and understand fluently what is all about. Many dont understand this philosophy including me, sometimes. Initially we will keep questioning "why"this is happening, "why" me and so on, rite? No doubt, we are human being, we always need answer and that is why we are questioning. But just believe, things happen for reason. Always there are consequences appeal after and by interconnecting those, we might get the answer. Life is like puzzle. If it is not, then no such word "effort".
My true story. An example for a real practical picture of what i've jotted.
I just join new company early this year and few weeks after they assigned me to go site visit where before that, a compulsory full medical check up is required to evaluate my health condition whetter I am fit for the visit or otherwise. In general, I am an active type of person, can be considered hyperactive actually, I move a lot, I do sports and really I am outgoing. Else than gastro problem due to bad eating habit, I'm physically fit and can say that my health is considered near perfect. To be continued. (I need to sleep)
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