There's more important issue that I so much desire to write. But lets continue previous post.
I was diagnosed an expensive disease which need me to spend abt 1k per month. I cant afford to pay if I were not upgrade my job an the most critical I would not know that my body is deterioting chronic. So, GOD is really doing fair, in fact HE so much loves me by feeding me continuous test so that I will always have HIM in mind. Thats my perspective. I met an accident 2 years ago, flew out from backseat when the car spin 360deg n I was found rested like a beauty queen sleep on the fast lane on highway, but damn lucky, I wasn't hit by passing cars. Second life I am now. So, I think, its all HIKMAH. I appreciate life better than before thinking that what if I die that day and never spell any gratitude or showing my care and love to those I suppose to lend? Really I am a better person now. Ok laa... HE knows that, without hard lesson I will not learn, without pressure I will not driven...And HE's aware that I love something in bulk and weak in taking care of scrutiny things, so HE gave me bulk lesson so advantage me having more input beyond time. I grow up independent, become more stronger, I can feel I'm facing up straight no matter what situation I be.. So, I guess, what happen now, in the past, is for the sake of better life in future. It is just a flow consequences before the real mean show up. Be optimistic.
I was diagnosed an expensive disease which need me to spend abt 1k per month. I cant afford to pay if I were not upgrade my job an the most critical I would not know that my body is deterioting chronic. So, GOD is really doing fair, in fact HE so much loves me by feeding me continuous test so that I will always have HIM in mind. Thats my perspective. I met an accident 2 years ago, flew out from backseat when the car spin 360deg n I was found rested like a beauty queen sleep on the fast lane on highway, but damn lucky, I wasn't hit by passing cars. Second life I am now. So, I think, its all HIKMAH. I appreciate life better than before thinking that what if I die that day and never spell any gratitude or showing my care and love to those I suppose to lend? Really I am a better person now. Ok laa... HE knows that, without hard lesson I will not learn, without pressure I will not driven...And HE's aware that I love something in bulk and weak in taking care of scrutiny things, so HE gave me bulk lesson so advantage me having more input beyond time. I grow up independent, become more stronger, I can feel I'm facing up straight no matter what situation I be.. So, I guess, what happen now, in the past, is for the sake of better life in future. It is just a flow consequences before the real mean show up. Be optimistic.
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